Don't know I'm going to laughing or crying,but anyway,everything has its end.
When I was a baby,someone make me cry,and I know how to cry,someone make me laugh,and I know how to laugh.
When I was a child,someone tell me don't cry,and I know what is sad.
Ten years later,I know tears can flood out without cry,and how to cry without tears.

And now,I'm quiet,I'm fine,I'm ok.
I know there are too many things I have to deal with even I'm not as strong as I can handle on.
I hope I've never grown up.But that's only what happen in my dream.
As I fall in desperate,something come up from memory.
"If you learn how to forget,you become stronger."
"If you learn how to remember,you become stronger."
"If you are sad but you cannot even cry with tears,you become stronger."
"If you know how smile when you are crying,you become stronger."
"If you feel pain,you become stronger."
"If you feel sad only because it's a rainy day,you become stronger."
"If you ...."

 

I'm crying.

Sorry I'm crying.

Sorry I'm not so honest and frank,but tears always come when I thought the saddness has gone away.
Sorry I'm not so strong as I looked like.
Sorry I know I should watch you going away with smile.
Sorry I not as happy as you wish.
I'm sorry,but I know I still have a long long way to go.

 

I'm now trying to face the sea.
I know all my saddness will go away.
I know ,of course I know,and you know,I love you.

"Be happy please,and,don't miss me so much"

 

Each shock in my life hit me into my soul,but it cannot shake the foundation of my spirit.
But I know I am accustomed to live with a little pain.

It's cold outside,
God,please send me an angel,I need a hug.

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When you were born,everyone is smiling while you are crying.

When you dead,everyone is crying while you are smiling.

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